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ME

in

the

thIng

I embrace

the shadow

that is me

here i commit

radical trans

paren

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me

I

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sAme

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when

.i say

allison

you* say

sylvia

.*

when

*you say

i lOve

i. say

(yOu)

*.

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all there

(:)

2

write

o beloved god on high

love below here i am

meet me in the middle

where i dwell

though i move ever on

i dare to glance behind

what is left in my wake

aware at each moment

of my terrible(fic) purpose

how many motions

made to keep me

from that final goal

o beloved o my soul

i found you through

the tangled realness

of the weed.twisted

sky rocketed to pOIsEIdOn

the revelation.comfort

in cosmic confirmation

a star on the stage

universe understanding

self in self expression

one simple prayer

may the energies present

use me as an instrument

of their expression

watch their desires

play out in one dancing

body.here.one with the ground

of eternal return

tree.rock.star alike

watch my mission

observe my flight

constant struggle

am i destined

to be good

or just good

at being bad

is it a shadow i worship

or the light of the world

in which i find myself

imperfection at its best

my heart is always in

its place.inside my chest

it’s when it beats beyond

to try to fill the spaces

between my hands

and your eyes

that i fall

i try to write poetry

that is just for me

but find you behind

each letter.syllable

wOrd.maybe the only

poetry that is truly mine

is every sOUnd i spoke

intimately to the night

sONgs absorbed by the ears

of the ever present world

as i – parading on high –

released the love

i keep inside

sing.praise

every molecule

of air

it is the perfection of each

THING

that constantly stuns me

the reminder of the insect

the ant.spider.scuttling milipede

each does as it needs

and no more

conscious process

perfect reflection

of that fragment

the piece of me

shattered from you

i would be consumed

noTHING.the beginning

of horror

knowing animals.awAre

hOMe.interpreted wORld

loyalty of habit.assU

(me)

position.keep UsIng

to hide OWn fAte

prAIse everyTHING

out(in)to spAce

breathe.exhale

expand the air

more passionate

                leap.flyIng

spring&all need me

orion waits for me

to notice.a wAVe

rolls toward me

from the distant

past

cello yields its

sOUnd

to my ear

 

 

all is

 

miss

I

(on)

 

:

 

here i am&awAke

 

each step that i

tAke

distraction

how experience

can satis(fYf)itarg

in truth i don’t of

ten fly safely

i forsake the sex

that turns hIla

perry

                                :              

.safe sex

turns me

on

oo

it

turns me

:

 

warrior

woman

live :(on)

down(fall)cre

Ates bIRth

inspIre

clOWn

sOAr

devOUr

obsessed

with self

can’t yet

meditate

away

the

THING

birth

right

brings

object

less

love

of

the

EARth

endure

remain

human

future

mythic

past

real

pre

sent

grief

the

sOUrce

of OUr

spirit’s

grOWth

exIst

dare

to

sOUnd

notes

of

sONg

en

rAp

(tUre)

cAp

hEAl