THE STORM 

              the.wind.brings 

                                      pUmmel

    the elevated track that fails 

to shelter those below. 

Potholed.Patchwork streets 

of Bushwick fill&

        flood. 

    rivers.run.

streetwide oceans form. 

lap against the curb -

                              a little beach on every corner.

                          (one day before)

- slAM -

my elbow.hard.on edge

same spot.where once I.jam.

fractured right funny.bone

fighting with a turkey.

.tripping down a hill

one Thanksgiving night.

Arm

(spent all day 

                                  resting.bent.broke)

threads

through sweatshirt.pouch

    saving.feeble.strength.

We arrive

                            to nine.deep.line 

        despite the rain.

.umbrellas up.

The few haves

    shuffle 'round

to shelter all have-nots.

    Safe from the down.pour

                                     we watch.impassive.the 

        rippling sea.

Taxis light the horizon 

fUll

fUll

- empty -

three fly to the shore 

            to hail their great.escape 

                         from the weather 

         in the wrong direction.

give up too soon.

.PATIENCE is a virtue. 

Each has to make 

                            a flying leap 

                                      into the waiting car across 

the - w    i    d    e - wet expanse.

the three at the front enter 

                                           - at last -

the promised land

&umbrellaed mass slowly moves.

arrives at peeling gate

    - WAIT -

black.mustachioed 

                         bouncer

let's three - before - in first.

people push in.then.trickle out.

Okay, you four.

    ID?

 

BOSSA NOVA

.why do you dance?

.why do you breathe?

 

Distant thumping 

        draws us in.

we wiggle through the bodies 

blocking aisle.by the bar

lounging 'round

    the plush.teal

        booths.drinking.

    leaning.laughing

lapping.lapping

endless rounds

        &shots.

we beeline toward 

    the foggy.pulsing 

dance floor

two.step.two.step.

    head bob.bob

        test it out.

    try on these vibrations.

the room is packed tonight

bump body.

        body

butt

as I forge my stage.

    take my place. 

        make ample space to groove.

Attracted to the movement -

    an older man.smelling.slightly.bad 

wanders near.raises a slurring.cheer

repels people around.

opens up a larger space for me.

.thank you,sir.

as I groove a little harder

enjoy this elbow room.

big.buff.fro

    passes by

turns chest to mine

pumps raised fists

    tries to engage.

I shake my head 

&turn away.

He shrugs.moves on

    beyond.

.his energy was kind.

        .just looking 

to dance.

- regret -

.i should have

tried.

SUDDENLY

angled handheld flash.spotlight

opens up a space 

    for fro to groove - 

        a circle gathers round.

I hear the 'AY's and 'O's.

    calling all to dance

        & I fumble through the sweating.ebbing.flowing.crowd     against the current 

pop

(surrounded)

CENTER STAGE

no TIME to be self.conscious

at the center of this universe

.time to show them

what you've learned.

    practiced&prayed 

day after day

for the chance

    to spread my joy

        - to dance -

.for you.to know.

    release right arm 

from makeshift sling.

    tucked into fanny pack.

fro seems shocked

    did not expect 

        this challenge

    but AYs & Os along -

accenting cries.

    adds to the song.

THE FEELING OF ELATION

         .misplaced -

            desire to cry 

seeing faces 

see me 

            the beauty 

of it all

            can you feel 

my heart

can you feel 

my joy?

        huff&puff

run out of breath 

            .i smoke

too much.

    much.much too fast 

s    l    o    w  dow

- STOP -

* splash *

    Wet runs down my leg.

(behind me)

Oh no! 

I got vodka 

on her skirt.

Huffing.puffing

out of breath

.i've got to go find water.

    Place hands on 

broad strong shoulders  -

Thank you.

    I embrace him 

        in an awkward hug.

    he actively resists.

turn&flee the dance floor.

    throbbing with new life.

ON TOP OF THE WORLD

as I make it through the bar.

    look around at each face

        - searching -

        .did you see

that revelation?

Ecstasy.I float along beside you.

.unseen.I lean way in.

over the bar.

Excuse me.

(eyes.across.light up)

.yes?

            Can I have

water? 

(pointing right)

Coolers on the bar -

Thanks.

I make my way around the bend.

    choose between orange&cucumber

(orange)

hold cup beneath

.push lever down then

            - gulp -

            - gulp -

            - gulp -

I down my drink in three deep slugs.

Hey -

I turn to see warm.wide grin

        of jovial friend.

He nods.speechless.respect.

.i saw that.

.i appreciate the gesture.

            but

.i wish this was him.

Alright.

I'll see you

out there.

push through

person

person

to center of the floor

swimming in the core of the sound

    boogie.woogie solo bop

fro.friend comes back 

    but not right now 

I two step.step away

Whatever man. 

You won.

    one of his posse reassures.

.no fair.

.i didn't know 

we were playing.

Stinky.slurring friend 

        returns

    walks by slow.

    remembers me

        simply.holds hand up

- high.five -

as he lopes past.

bearded boy&beardless friend

observe from a safe distance

It's like

Africa

in here.

.i'm glad 

you see the

influence.

 approaches 

from the side&bops in time

.alright I'll bite.

wiggle.wiggle with the boy - 

        hips : 

        elbows : 

shoulders bump&meet

sudden change in formation

bearded boy&beardless friend 

bop to face each other 

        shaking hips 

    bending knees 

approach from both sides 

BoX me in.

I stand stock still&shake my head.

.I. 

.Will. 

.Not. 

.Grind.

    Beardless babe 

        (laughing) 

 shakes    his head.

leans in 

            for the kill :

         You have 

            a  flat ass.

O

                .yOu want to dance? 

                Then let's FUCKing dAnce.

I catch his eye&hold him fast : shimmy.shimmy * crAzy * shimmy 

on his scrawny little chest  

'til he's standing still 

    hands up in surrender.

ANGER turns to joy as 

my body feels 

    its motions.

I smile - w    i    d    e -

inches away from chin

holding his confused : 

        confronted >

- laughing - 

            gaze.

I let my whole body go : shimmy.shake against his chest : release arms from their sockets -  jiggle.jiggle.jiggle smack. WiggleWiggle smack his back.

Shake.a.shake.a.shake my head : loosening each strand of braid.

    giggle.laugh out loud 

            bop! 

add a little.little shoulder wave.

His arms react to my attack : 

jerky .             little .

    self conscious . 

 twitches.

    BoogieWoogieBoogie

            Drop

I break away to feel it - 

    beat my chest full : rollrollroll swivelswivel hips round and around : bop uP onto tOes.

        Step.step.Step

.Beat.

    Now add the arms 

- swivelswivel - 

swing! 

.batta.batta.batta.

I catch the approach of 

a dancing fro -

    Alright man. 

        Let's go.

 There's a space that opens wide. 

ample room for us to groove.

Bouncing.bopping.flailing arms

open wide.faced smile

fro approaches with knees bent implying that familiar intent

advances until all I can do 

    is stand.stock.still 

against suggesting hips

Something snaps and 

I see my slender.hand 

        reach out to 

center of pOWerful chest 

        - shove -

    he falls away & back. 

Surprise . a tiny smirk

I continue my dance : 

    hold his gaze 

        he returns 

    to grind all.up in my space

another shove charged now

with a scary surge 

        of anger

    Just . fucking . dance . man.

the music stalls in the buildup to a 

drop 

as he returns.

his eyes meet mine

the song continues 

    its insistent drive

fro's head falls back

        .exasperated.

we're trapped in what we've started 

- I stop  -

turn to the DJ 

    who is watching 

        with a beaming smile

    Come on! 

(flat hand)

I slice the air.

Beat.Beat.Beat. 

Drop.

He drops a satisfying groove that plunges deep into the floor : 

    close my eyes 

&lose myself 

to greater vibrations.

        .

    .as I roll back up to stand.

Two step.Two step.

        .BeatDABeat.

I turn. 

Fro's gone & 

    I'm breathless as 

I wiggle through the crowd.

            . need

    water.

(standing up against the wall) 

grey slouchy.shirted bartender 

with a scratchy.wiry goatee smiles :         nods : 

flashes me a thumb.

(RESPECT)   

(cucumber)

- guzzle -

- guzzle -

- gasp -

wipe extra wet away from lips.

        refill.repeat

return.

to thumping.floor

see beard&beardless 

    bop low now.swing

            limbs.

        booties out.

boogie.backs to DJ booth.

Beardless babe 

        leans out.in.

    extends his hand

- an offering -

You're crazy -

     in a good way.

I nod.

.well thanks.

I know.

.you're not the first

to note it.

    (feebly)

I just wanted

to tell you

    that.

            I smile.

rest hand on upper arm.

        .it was nice

dancing with you.

baDAbump.

            baDAbump

    .renewed.

the BEAT takes me away.

lost to the ebbing.flowing space.

Bearded boy approaches.

    - lips to ear -

Hey!

    (over the sound)

My name 

    is Nathan. 

I just wanted to say 

    that I think 

you're amazing.

    .o man.

rest hands on his shoulders

.i want to hold boy to my heart.

    try to pull him close

- affront -

    palms out.

he backs away.

    - No -

I didn't mean

anything by it.

EXCESSIVE DEFENSE OF SEX

^

    two 

draped over.together             dance 

    each to each

intoxicated.

.nauseated.

This display is not a dance.off >

    a drunken.back&forth

a gyrating turn.on.

HORNY.HOT DOG

There's this 

other girl 

that I'm 

    fucking 

but I would 

    totally 

fuck you. 

The girl smirks.

drapes arm 'round neck.

nuzzles drunken head

            in chest.

        .why is that 

working for you? 

(pulling closer)

You're gonna 

    get me 

in trouble.

        .do you hear 

what he's saying?

        She giggles.

their hips wiggle -

        grinding closer.

swaying deeper.

.but would you keep her?

Disgusted.disappointed :

4 AM

.it's time to leave.

    HE

I should walk

you home.

.o please.

You never do.

I know 

but still -

I will be fine.

hug him close 

where two roads converge 

in the little town in the woods

 - Dekalb & Myrtle -

Thank you.

Good night.

Good night -

    get home

- safe -

.i always do.

.the journey home in just a little rain. 

for the first time 

Knickerbocker.Knickerbocker 

        appears to be

    a sketchy street 

with dripping.leering.lumbering souls 

leaning.out 

    from commercial.canyon 

walls.