THE STORM
the.wind.brings
pUmmels
the elevated track that fails
to shelter those below.
Potholed.Patchwork streets
of Bushwick fill&
flood.
rivers.run.
streetwide oceans form.
lap against the curb -
a little beach on every corner.
(one day before)
- slAM -
my elbow.hard.on edge
same spot.where once I.jam.
fractured right funny.bone
fighting with a turkey.
.tripping down a hill
one Thanksgiving night.
Arm
(spent all day
resting.bent.broke)
threads
through sweatshirt.pouch
saving.feeble.strength.
We arrive
to nine.deep.line
despite the rain.
.umbrellas up.
The few haves
shuffle 'round
to shelter all have-nots.
Safe from the down.pour
we watch.impassive.the
rippling sea.
Taxis light the horizon
fUll
fUll
- empty -
three fly to the shore
to hail their great.escape
from the weather
in the wrong direction.
give up too soon.
.PATIENCE is a virtue.
Each has to make
a flying leap
into the waiting car across
the - w i d e - wet expanse.
the three at the front enter
- at last -
the promised land
&umbrellaed mass slowly moves.
arrives at peeling gate
- WAIT -
black.mustachioed
bouncer
let's three - before - in first.
people push in.then.trickle out.
Okay, you four.
ID?
BOSSA NOVA
.why do you dance?
.why do you breathe?
Distant thumping
draws us in.
we wiggle through the bodies
blocking aisle.by the bar
lounging 'round
the plush.teal
booths.drinking.
leaning.laughing
lapping.lapping
endless rounds
&shots.
we beeline toward
the foggy.pulsing
dance floor
two.step.two.step.
head bob.bob
test it out.
try on these vibrations.
the room is packed tonight
bump body.
body
butt
as I forge my stage.
take my place.
make ample space to groove.
Attracted to the movement -
an older man.smelling.slightly.bad
wanders near.raises a slurring.cheer
repels people around.
opens up a larger space for me.
.thank you,sir.
as I groove a little harder
enjoy this elbow room.
big.buff.fro
passes by
turns chest to mine
pumps raised fists
tries to engage.
I shake my head
&turn away.
He shrugs.moves on
beyond.
.his energy was kind.
.just looking
to dance.
- regret -
.i should have
tried.
SUDDENLY
angled handheld flash.spotlight
opens up a space
for fro to groove -
a circle gathers round.
I hear the 'AY's and 'O's.
calling all to dance
& I fumble through the sweating.ebbing.flowing.crowd against the current
pop!
(surrounded)
CENTER STAGE
no TIME to be self.conscious
at the center of this universe
.time to show them
what you've learned.
practiced&prayed
day after day
for the chance
to spread my joy
- to dance -
.for you.to know.
release right arm
from makeshift sling.
tucked into fanny pack.
fro seems shocked
did not expect
this challenge
but AYs & Os along -
accenting cries.
adds to the song.
THE FEELING OF ELATION
.misplaced -
desire to cry
seeing faces
see me
the beauty
of it all
can you feel
my heart?
can you feel
my joy?
huff&puff
run out of breath
.i smoke
too much.
much.much too fast
s l o w down
- STOP -
* splash *
Wet runs down my leg.
(behind me)
Oh no!
I got vodka
on her skirt.
Huffing.puffing
out of breath
.i've got to go find water.
Place hands on
broad strong shoulders -
Thank you.
I embrace him
in an awkward hug.
he actively resists.
turn&flee the dance floor.
throbbing with new life.
ON TOP OF THE WORLD
as I make it through the bar.
look around at each face
- searching -
.did you see
that revelation?
Ecstasy.I float along beside you.
.unseen.I lean way in.
over the bar.
Excuse me.
(eyes.across.light up)
.yes?
Can I have
water?
(pointing right)
Coolers on the bar -
Thanks.
I make my way around the bend.
choose between orange&cucumber
(orange)
hold cup beneath
.push lever down then
- gulp -
- gulp -
- gulp -
I down my drink in three deep slugs.
Hey -
I turn to see warm.wide grin
of jovial friend.
He nods.speechless.respect.
.i saw that.
.i appreciate the gesture.
but
.i wish this was him.
Alright.
I'll see you
out there.
push through
person
person
to center of the floor
swimming in the core of the sound
boogie.woogie solo bop
fro.friend comes back
but not right now
I two step.step away
Whatever man.
You won.
one of his posse reassures.
.no fair.
.i didn't know
we were playing.
Stinky.slurring friend
returns
walks by slow.
remembers me
simply.holds hand up
- high.five -
as he lopes past.
bearded boy&beardless friend
observe from a safe distance
It's like
Africa
in here.
.i'm glad
you see the
influence.
approaches
from the side&bops in time
.alright I'll bite.
wiggle.wiggle with the boy -
hips :
elbows :
shoulders bump&meet
sudden change in formation
bearded boy&beardless friend
bop to face each other
shaking hips
bending knees
approach from both sides
BoX me in.
I stand stock still&shake my head.
.I.
.Will.
.Not.
.Grind.
Beardless babe
(laughing)
shakes his head.
leans in
for the kill :
You have
a flat ass.
O
.yOu want to dance?
Then let's FUCKing dAnce.
I catch his eye&hold him fast : shimmy.shimmy * crAzy * shimmy
on his scrawny little chest
'til he's standing still
hands up in surrender.
ANGER turns to joy as
my body feels
its motions.
I smile - w i d e -
inches away from chin
holding his confused :
confronted >
- laughing -
gaze.
I let my whole body go : shimmy.shake against his chest : release arms from their sockets - jiggle.jiggle.jiggle smack. WiggleWiggle smack his back.
Shake.a.shake.a.shake my head : loosening each strand of braid.
giggle.laugh out loud
bop!
add a little.little shoulder wave.
His arms react to my attack :
jerky . little .
self conscious .
twitches.
BoogieWoogieBoogie
Drop
I break away to feel it -
beat my chest full : rollrollroll swivelswivel hips round and around : bop uP onto tOes.
Step.step.Step
.Beat.
Now add the arms
- swivelswivel -
swing!
.batta.batta.batta.
I catch the approach of
a dancing fro -
Alright man.
Let's go.
There's a space that opens wide.
ample room for us to groove.
Bouncing.bopping.flailing arms
open wide.faced smile
fro approaches with knees bent implying that familiar intent
advances until all I can do
is stand.stock.still
against suggesting hips
Something snaps and
I see my slender.hand
reach out to
center of pOWerful chest
- shove -
he falls away & back.
Surprise . a tiny smirk
I continue my dance :
hold his gaze
he returns
to grind all.up in my space
another shove charged now
with a scary surge
of anger
Just . fucking . dance . man.
the music stalls in the buildup to a
drop
as he returns.
his eyes meet mine
the song continues
its insistent drive
fro's head falls back
.exasperated.
we're trapped in what we've started
- I stop -
turn to the DJ
who is watching
with a beaming smile
Come on!
(flat hand)
I slice the air.
Beat.Beat.Beat.
Drop.
He drops a satisfying groove that plunges deep into the floor :
close my eyes
&lose myself
to greater vibrations.
.
.as I roll back up to stand.
Two step.Two step.
.BeatDABeat.
I turn.
Fro's gone &
I'm breathless as
I wiggle through the crowd.
. need.
water.
(standing up against the wall)
grey slouchy.shirted bartender
with a scratchy.wiry goatee smiles : nods :
flashes me a thumb.
(RESPECT)
(cucumber)
- guzzle -
- guzzle -
- gasp -
wipe extra wet away from lips.
refill.repeat
return.
to thumping.floor
see beard&beardless
bop low now.swing
limbs.
booties out.
boogie.backs to DJ booth.
Beardless babe
leans out.in.
extends his hand
- an offering -
You're crazy -
in a good way.
I nod.
.well thanks.
I know.
.you're not the first
to note it.
(feebly)
I just wanted
to tell you
that.
I smile.
rest hand on upper arm.
.it was nice
dancing with you.
baDAbump.
baDAbump
.renewed.
the BEAT takes me away.
lost to the ebbing.flowing space.
Bearded boy approaches.
- lips to ear -
Hey!
(over the sound)
My name
is Nathan.
I just wanted to say
that I think
you're amazing.
.o man.
rest hands on his shoulders
.i want to hold boy to my heart.
try to pull him close
- affront -
palms out.
he backs away.
- No -
I didn't mean
anything by it.
EXCESSIVE DEFENSE OF SEX
^
two
draped over.together dance
each to each
intoxicated.
.nauseated.
This display is not a dance.off >
a drunken.back&forth
a gyrating turn.on.
HORNY.HOT DOG
There's this
other girl
that I'm
fucking
but I would
totally
fuck you.
The girl smirks.
drapes arm 'round neck.
nuzzles drunken head
in chest.
.why is that
working for you?
(pulling closer)
You're gonna
get me
in trouble.
.do you hear
what he's saying?
She giggles.
their hips wiggle -
grinding closer.
swaying deeper.
.but would you keep her?
Disgusted.disappointed :
4 AM
.it's time to leave.
HE
I should walk
you home.
.o please.
You never do.
I know
but still -
I will be fine.
hug him close
where two roads converge
in the little town in the woods
- Dekalb & Myrtle -
Thank you.
Good night.
Good night -
get home
- safe -
.i always do.
.the journey home in just a little rain.
for the first time
Knickerbocker.Knickerbocker
appears to be
a sketchy street
with dripping.leering.lumbering souls
leaning.out
from commercial.canyon
walls.